Proper Misleadings

Beligerent Prophet, false teachings, motivational character, there when he wants to be, but not there enough, wants to be better, but being good is tough, know's he's wrong, but only sees his right, acts he blind, but nothingd worng with his sight, he wants nothing more to be the father you werent, tries and tries but he's been dead some yrs, doesnt see them but he hears your tears, tells himself--- proper misleadings, he was there for her birth, takes her to the doctor, there on the weekends, diapers milk purchased.... that's his duty right?? But he doesnt hold you at night while your crying? or not there tuckin you in, while your seeking he's hiding, help them find he, I think he's been properly misled

Out of control

What to blog about?? Michael died. I really don't give a flying fuck. I did not know him, and humans die every day. Ok that is said. I have class in the morning, ugghhh. So im in my new apartment now and i am so fuking in over my head. People gave advice, told scenarios, shared judgements. I listened, i acknowledged but still said fuk em. At the end of the day i had to do what i believed to be morally correct. Now it is not necessarily what i wanted, but it is where my heart led me. Do i regrett it?? Time will tell. I live with my decisions and move forward. Positive things happen to positive thinkers. Keep going Myth!! I do it for you, i do it for them. They pray on your downfall, i tell myself. And this keeps me going world. I am appealingly arrogant as i like to say. Nice ring right?!?! Drive your car!!! To start life you are in the back, you get dropped off, you get told here is your stop. Then one day, you get a license. You get you car, you are in the driver seat. Now you control your destiny. People are around you, some are less conscious drivers then you, not as aware and do not care about what happens to there car, their life and destiny. Keep control of your car. I have lost control of mine and am spinning out on ice. I have been for about the pass year. But i maintain hope, someday the ice will melt and i will drive again. For now me and you are in control of the car. We are spinning because their is conflict about the direction we are heading. So now there is no control. No order. I must maintain. I must be the preemience of excellence.


He is Joey Myth. You may not understand his action. But they are legendary.

Origin

So like i know people see my facebook name and wonder like wtf, and like y is his shyt so long. I know why, some people ask, others fear the knowledge i will kick them, some think nothing of it, etc. Well here is how it goes. In self analysis, i have diagnosed my self with four different personalities. Some i admire, some i despise, but they compose me, so it is what it is. Well I’ll go in the order of my name for sake of bias. lol.... ( i don’t even know if that makes sense but i make the rules). Joey- he is the front, the person who smiles and ask, "How are you today?" He is the one who is going to get us through college and into the "real world". He is very dominant and out for the majority of the day. Second there is mythological. He thinks. Maybe too much. But he is a chess player (metaphorically). He is always some steps ahead of the world. He questions to much and arrogance comes into play because he finds himself to be distant from his surroundings, he loves you. You match him. Your mindset coincides with that of him and your beauty is astonishing as well. Myth wants to be the next great scholar, advice giver, not seeker. I know when i first made the name most would not understand this character. Why would he call himself fake? I do it because i want my story to be unbelievable. I do not want any natural explanation for why i did the things i did. Mythological people are some of the greatest people in the history of the world. Jesus, the savior, turned water into wine, healed the blind. No natural explanations. Do not misconstrue the situation, i am not comparing mythological to the lord in any manner but he is not a bad person to look up to and aspire to be like. Third--- Mcfly. He is cool, per say. Loves clothes, shoes, cars, girls. He wants the American dream and says fuk morals for the most part. You can think of him as the lil devil on the shoulder. So enraptured in self- image and the publics perspective of him. Can we attack him? Are not we all? Fourth-- Hostess. He is the simplest of the four. The kind guy. Lol, the name derives from being flirty with girls like a cake. Well there we are. But he loves his girlfriend and that is his cakebuddy of now. Well there it is, in stone. JoeyMythologicalMcflyHostess. He is here. He is a sum of many parts and the cylinder of the universe.

My from my perspective

I do not think i can explain to you who i am because i do not understand who i am. I aspire complexity, but lack effort. I want to follow my morals, but the wrong thing is so appealing. I have a well understanding of how people work. I manipulate people and put them in situations where i know what the outcome will be. As i right this i feel like a jerk, but i think i'm just saying what others hide and neglect to put forth, so i know this will comfort some. I do however like entertaining others. I highly enjoy communication and love the enhancements in technology to increase forms of communication. I love my family. Every member, i love Whitley no matter what we go through or may encounter. I feel her drifting from me, but i refuse to let go. Guess that makes me selfish huh? This sort of feels like a note, but is so appropriate for me to try and analyze who i believe i am. I am very friendly and would not be able to make it through my days without my amazing friends, who mainly reside on first floor best. For once in my life, i feel in ways compatible with my company. They see the same viewpoints as me and as weird as i am(prepherably) they seem to accept and embrace me. I know this is kinda jumpy but its about me so what. Let me see... I love sports, just adore them. If i could not play them professionally i always wanted to talk about them. On my show, Real- Hip Hop i am able to address this want. I do not know what i want of life. I mean what i want. Some may state how they want to be viewed or remembered without realizing that they do not know their own desires. I want to figure out what i need. I have been so exposed to the american dream that i have lost track of what i want for my life!! I am very open to others. I will often lie to you about how i feel about you, because i find no need for negativity at certain moments and people do not accept the truth about themselves. I belittle most around me and few wreak the actions of the poor me/ the true me. Most do not know how i truly feel about them. I am trying to take a step down from this, but it is hard when you have been conditioned to be the one who will make it. The one who will set the bar, the creme of the crop. I know what it is! My about me, i want success. I desire it- for me and my successors. I want to be able to just come home at the end of the day and reflect.