Out of control

What to blog about?? Michael died. I really don't give a flying fuck. I did not know him, and humans die every day. Ok that is said. I have class in the morning, ugghhh. So im in my new apartment now and i am so fuking in over my head. People gave advice, told scenarios, shared judgements. I listened, i acknowledged but still said fuk em. At the end of the day i had to do what i believed to be morally correct. Now it is not necessarily what i wanted, but it is where my heart led me. Do i regrett it?? Time will tell. I live with my decisions and move forward. Positive things happen to positive thinkers. Keep going Myth!! I do it for you, i do it for them. They pray on your downfall, i tell myself. And this keeps me going world. I am appealingly arrogant as i like to say. Nice ring right?!?! Drive your car!!! To start life you are in the back, you get dropped off, you get told here is your stop. Then one day, you get a license. You get you car, you are in the driver seat. Now you control your destiny. People are around you, some are less conscious drivers then you, not as aware and do not care about what happens to there car, their life and destiny. Keep control of your car. I have lost control of mine and am spinning out on ice. I have been for about the pass year. But i maintain hope, someday the ice will melt and i will drive again. For now me and you are in control of the car. We are spinning because their is conflict about the direction we are heading. So now there is no control. No order. I must maintain. I must be the preemience of excellence.


He is Joey Myth. You may not understand his action. But they are legendary.