Out of control

What to blog about?? Michael died. I really don't give a flying fuck. I did not know him, and humans die every day. Ok that is said. I have class in the morning, ugghhh. So im in my new apartment now and i am so fuking in over my head. People gave advice, told scenarios, shared judgements. I listened, i acknowledged but still said fuk em. At the end of the day i had to do what i believed to be morally correct. Now it is not necessarily what i wanted, but it is where my heart led me. Do i regrett it?? Time will tell. I live with my decisions and move forward. Positive things happen to positive thinkers. Keep going Myth!! I do it for you, i do it for them. They pray on your downfall, i tell myself. And this keeps me going world. I am appealingly arrogant as i like to say. Nice ring right?!?! Drive your car!!! To start life you are in the back, you get dropped off, you get told here is your stop. Then one day, you get a license. You get you car, you are in the driver seat. Now you control your destiny. People are around you, some are less conscious drivers then you, not as aware and do not care about what happens to there car, their life and destiny. Keep control of your car. I have lost control of mine and am spinning out on ice. I have been for about the pass year. But i maintain hope, someday the ice will melt and i will drive again. For now me and you are in control of the car. We are spinning because their is conflict about the direction we are heading. So now there is no control. No order. I must maintain. I must be the preemience of excellence.


He is Joey Myth. You may not understand his action. But they are legendary.

Origin

So like i know people see my facebook name and wonder like wtf, and like y is his shyt so long. I know why, some people ask, others fear the knowledge i will kick them, some think nothing of it, etc. Well here is how it goes. In self analysis, i have diagnosed my self with four different personalities. Some i admire, some i despise, but they compose me, so it is what it is. Well I’ll go in the order of my name for sake of bias. lol.... ( i don’t even know if that makes sense but i make the rules). Joey- he is the front, the person who smiles and ask, "How are you today?" He is the one who is going to get us through college and into the "real world". He is very dominant and out for the majority of the day. Second there is mythological. He thinks. Maybe too much. But he is a chess player (metaphorically). He is always some steps ahead of the world. He questions to much and arrogance comes into play because he finds himself to be distant from his surroundings, he loves you. You match him. Your mindset coincides with that of him and your beauty is astonishing as well. Myth wants to be the next great scholar, advice giver, not seeker. I know when i first made the name most would not understand this character. Why would he call himself fake? I do it because i want my story to be unbelievable. I do not want any natural explanation for why i did the things i did. Mythological people are some of the greatest people in the history of the world. Jesus, the savior, turned water into wine, healed the blind. No natural explanations. Do not misconstrue the situation, i am not comparing mythological to the lord in any manner but he is not a bad person to look up to and aspire to be like. Third--- Mcfly. He is cool, per say. Loves clothes, shoes, cars, girls. He wants the American dream and says fuk morals for the most part. You can think of him as the lil devil on the shoulder. So enraptured in self- image and the publics perspective of him. Can we attack him? Are not we all? Fourth-- Hostess. He is the simplest of the four. The kind guy. Lol, the name derives from being flirty with girls like a cake. Well there we are. But he loves his girlfriend and that is his cakebuddy of now. Well there it is, in stone. JoeyMythologicalMcflyHostess. He is here. He is a sum of many parts and the cylinder of the universe.